Room

Like a pebble on the edge of a cliff

Silence hangs delicately in this room

You pacing the wall’s edge

Me sitting frozen on the bed

The air is growing wet with apprehension

Say the words, just say them.


Now you’ve stopped pacing to look

At me, from across this confined room.


The space between us used to be quite small

Fingers always intertwining

Some sacred thing rested quietly

In the crevices between our bodies

The silence falls like a slap

You’ve said the words, long last.


Now this room is fast expanding

The space between you and I is cosmic.

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